我开始明白体会真正的以心灵诚实敬拜他！感谢神！

最近我有一个新的认识对敬拜的看法有重新的认识！真正的心灵诚实不单单在唱敬拜赞美时间而是我每一天的生活就如我如何对待人，如何对待自己，自已的价值观看钱的观点是否正确。。。我是如何过我的生活我（心灵）的尺是用什么做的？我所用的尺度是否是神的尺！我开始明白开始懂了因我和他的关系开始有进展就像和伴吕谈一场永生的恋爱。我开始懂了求你让我更加明白你赐给人类的生活！只因一个字“爱“人类如果不了解它，将会失去生命的宝贝，甚至会失去自己的生命。thank you for your everything! u r great

holy spirit

前几天我看了〈早安，圣灵〉看的时候有点害怕因我众来很少看有关圣灵的书。看完后，才发先我必不怎么样认识圣灵！原来圣灵的工作非常重要。。。。it can change our life if u know him vry well it wil also walk into ur life if u hungry ....i realy thank god bcoz sue has believed jesus in christ we always read bible and sharing..i reali hapi it is teh present from god
when i read bible yesterday god told dont use the word i should do something ,i should say pray smt.....i hope that i can record my feeling now i'm going to buya journal

我要什么心态看待2009?

08年就快过去了。我真的学习了很多！刚才当我祷告我哭了起来，心里很不平安因我还怕前面的道路今早上我发了一个奇怪的梦。这梦就是在行容我现在的情况。信心VS现实？？我又再次的离开神。我又开始犹豫了。我也可能在把耶稣钉在十字架了。我不段在问自己为何我会believe jesus christ .where is my faith??lost???why lost ?? then another question (holy spirit/my self) ask u need to change.....我不想错过(easily pass by) 31/12/08 i need to smt 我需要在神立志。我开始明白大人的想法。大人＝现实？？？大人＝会失去梦想？？？我怎么样看待09?我还未想。。它却很重要因那是我的生命
今天我与火焰的学生在一起。。我再次的知道我真的很爱他们。我当他们如我的孩子一样（心肝包贝）。神真的恩待我！到底真正的放手是怎么样的！lord i need to close to you teach me your word so i can avoid sin ..teach me help me draw jme close to you

i'm tired and frasrated

上个星期我与荣辉,敏宝和几为弟兄姐妹参加宣教营.我很久没灵修了很久没有花时间跟神在一起很久没祷告很久没有门训很久没有看顾小组.虽然今年我被提升为敬拜团主领,敬拜团组长,营会顾问,主任导师.在别人眼中我是优秀的领袖但我真的很累.我很后悔我所做的决定但已经"末得翻圈头"我必须做出改变.我试着靠自已让自已可以去到更高层次但我并做不到.到头来只有那一句"学习是一种过程"觉得自已很不负责任只想逃避我的问提一只以来并还没有解决凡而变本加利.
我只能利用着空间诉说我的心事因我不能跟别人进入太深的关系.我在班上很难找到真正的朋友因我的年邻比他门大.接下来我还要做出很多选择.我的课外活动不及格.i cant graduate

my 21 birthday

i'm so suprice coz i get a swacth (fizikal) but i;m tired ( mental) i'm facing a lot of changlle financial problem,ministry problem and etc......... i have to solve it quickly coz it make me uncomfortable. lord thank q for your presence and present. i need to take a rest hope can go to a far place clam downn and get back the basic message find the creator.life on earth is a test.testing you how much u love god testing you how u solve you personal problem.u r my healer u r my desire,u r my king. it is not easy become a leader or a christian.many ppl expect me include my leterur,peer my friends.i need to be alert coz ..............................................................................................................................................

my school fren

i'm the oldest in my class,well they are very young 18-19。他们的年龄让我想起以前的我。年轻有泼力对我而言他们是一班在寻找梦想寻在榜样的年轻人。上帝你要我在班上成就什么事？是否我自已看得很重要！忽略了神迹？？？今天当我与同学一起享用午餐时，突然我听到它对我说；‘Alice is time to speak at that time i dont know how to respond i jz share some matter.......!!我是祭师。我代表上帝。这就是我! god let me know mmore bou t u i want close wif u every moment.deeper

which one is the most important things in my life?

well,only one word can desrible my situation now -shh keep quite! many things has happened but it is follow by my god time.god is rising me now I'm facing a lot of challenge yet it is good for me in the other way i need to ask myself isn't my youth also rising unfortunately the answer in NO quite disappointed.

As i say love is practical.i was thinking a question this few days yet god didn't answer me my loving god still keep quite! let we think bout it maybe u get the answer
人真的能像耶稣那样爱人吗？jesus 说我就是道路真理生命！what is lives?? i was crying when i asked this question.i'm a task oriented people i thought my life is all about my dream,my goal yet i have neglected the most important things in my life.it was so powerful and it is driving my life now.Guess it.IT prefer to ???
我们需要回到原点！