Alice's life

我开始明白体会真正的以心灵诚实敬拜他！感谢神！

2009-02-21T08:50:00.003+08:00

最近我有一个新的认识对敬拜的看法有重新的认识！真正的心灵诚实不单单在唱敬拜赞美时间而是我每一天的生活就如我如何对待人，如何对待自己，自已的价值观看钱的观点是否正确。。。我是如何过我的生活我（心灵）的尺是用什么做的？我所用的尺度是否是神的尺！我开始明白开始懂了因我和他的关系开始有进展就像和伴吕谈一场永生的恋爱。我开始懂了求你让我更加明白你赐给人类的生活！只因一个字“爱“人类如果不了解它，将会失去生命的宝贝，甚至会失去自己的生命。thank you for your everything! u r great

holy spirit

2009-02-01T22:04:00.002+08:00

前几天我看了〈早安，圣灵〉看的时候有点害怕因我众来很少看有关圣灵的书。看完后，才发先我必不怎么样认识圣灵！原来圣灵的工作非常重要。。。。it can change our life if u know him vry well it wil also walk into ur life if u hungry ....i realy thank god bcoz sue has believed jesus in christ we always read bible and sharing..i reali hapi it is teh present from god
when i read bible yesterday god told dont use the word i should do something ,i should say pray smt.....i hope that i can record my feeling now i'm going to buya journal

我要什么心态看待2009?

2008-12-29T23:35:00.002+08:00

08年就快过去了。我真的学习了很多！刚才当我祷告我哭了起来，心里很不平安因我还怕前面的道路今早上我发了一个奇怪的梦。这梦就是在行容我现在的情况。信心VS现实？？我又再次的离开神。我又开始犹豫了。我也可能在把耶稣钉在十字架了。我不段在问自己为何我会believe jesus christ .where is my faith??lost???why lost ?? then another question (holy spirit/my self) ask u need to change.....我不想错过(easily pass by) 31/12/08 i need to smt 我需要在神立志。我开始明白大人的想法。大人＝现实？？？大人＝会失去梦想？？？我怎么样看待09?我还未想。。它却很重要因那是我的生命
今天我与火焰的学生在一起。。我再次的知道我真的很爱他们。我当他们如我的孩子一样（心肝包贝）。神真的恩待我！到底真正的放手是怎么样的！lord i need to close to you teach me your word so i can avoid sin ..teach me help me draw jme close to you

i'm tired and frasrated

2008-12-12T09:58:00.003+08:00

上个星期我与荣辉,敏宝和几为弟兄姐妹参加宣教营.我很久没灵修了很久没有花时间跟神在一起很久没祷告很久没有门训很久没有看顾小组.虽然今年我被提升为敬拜团主领,敬拜团组长,营会顾问,主任导师.在别人眼中我是优秀的领袖但我真的很累.我很后悔我所做的决定但已经"末得翻圈头"我必须做出改变.我试着靠自已让自已可以去到更高层次但我并做不到.到头来只有那一句"学习是一种过程"觉得自已很不负责任只想逃避我的问提一只以来并还没有解决凡而变本加利.
我只能利用着空间诉说我的心事因我不能跟别人进入太深的关系.我在班上很难找到真正的朋友因我的年邻比他门大.接下来我还要做出很多选择.我的课外活动不及格.i cant graduate

my 21 birthday

2008-11-07T16:19:00.000+08:00

i'm so suprice coz i get a swacth (fizikal) but i;m tired ( mental) i'm facing a lot of changlle financial problem,ministry problem and etc......... i have to solve it quickly coz it make me uncomfortable. lord thank q for your presence and present. i need to take a rest hope can go to a far place clam downn and get back the basic message find the creator.life on earth is a test.testing you how much u love god testing you how u solve you personal problem.u r my healer u r my desire,u r my king. it is not easy become a leader or a christian.many ppl expect me include my leterur,peer my friends.i need to be alert coz ..............................................................................................................................................

my school fren

2008-10-17T18:06:00.002+08:00

i'm the oldest in my class,well they are very young 18-19。他们的年龄让我想起以前的我。年轻有泼力对我而言他们是一班在寻找梦想寻在榜样的年轻人。上帝你要我在班上成就什么事？是否我自已看得很重要！忽略了神迹？？？今天当我与同学一起享用午餐时，突然我听到它对我说；‘Alice is time to speak at that time i dont know how to respond i jz share some matter.......!!我是祭师。我代表上帝。这就是我! god let me know mmore bou t u i want close wif u every moment.deeper

which one is the most important things in my life?

2008-10-11T00:30:00.002+08:00

well,only one word can desrible my situation now -shh keep quite! many things has happened but it is follow by my god time.god is rising me now I'm facing a lot of challenge yet it is good for me in the other way i need to ask myself isn't my youth also rising unfortunately the answer in NO quite disappointed.

As i say love is practical.i was thinking a question this few days yet god didn't answer me my loving god still keep quite! let we think bout it maybe u get the answer
人真的能像耶稣那样爱人吗？jesus 说我就是道路真理生命！what is lives?? i was crying when i asked this question.i'm a task oriented people i thought my life is all about my dream,my goal yet i have neglected the most important things in my life.it was so powerful and it is driving my life now.Guess it.IT prefer to ???
我们需要回到原点！

原来我喜欢唱歌！

2008-09-16T22:52:00.002+08:00

今天我整个人的心情就就是不上不下！因我要去小树interview ,well i really dissapointed for the performance i didnt prep-are very well,vry nervous and almost 4got all the lyvis ...i have to make a decision now tell u the truth i really like to sing i like to sing but i have to break thur the challege i have to settle down my mood .

爱是要负出的！

2008-09-01T17:29:00.002+08:00

奇妙的上帝差了一个18岁男孩给我！让我学习很多功课。上帝也在问我：“你爱人的陈度到那里’；我直能说；“爱是pracital“这几天我不断在思考当我们爱人是应该有怎样的态度，价值观，基督徒可以能像耶稣一样可以不斤斤计较去爱人吗？说实话我不知哪男孩会怎样想我，但我希望他能够学习‘感恩’！有时候我真的有点辛苦因要牺牲我的读书时间但这一切都值得因我能够体会到“爱是要牺牲，爱是无条件付出，爱是一种行动！真正的爱是不计较。感谢我的主他是我背后的力量。
lord pls inspire me..refeshing me let me learn from you coz u r my god thank q jesus

love is pratical

2008-08-21T19:18:00.002+08:00

故事会令人感动，最近我与一个男生同学每天一起温习功课大家用心交谈做起朋友了。em.....我蛮紧张他因我用心栽培他。看着他慢慢进步，我不知他以后是否有变成信徒但我只知道我真在载培着他！

我是否是老油条？

2008-08-21T18:46:00.002+08:00

安静！是一个学问，最近爱我的上帝让我经厉“它”（安静）。我的生命要再一次被调整，调整我的价值观，我的时间调整我的尤先次序。它再次问我“你花多少时间选择安静，选择近亲我？”他真的很爱我为我舍命，他让我享用它奇妙的恩典甚至把它的旨意显明给我看!他教导我，refeshing me 在一次让我经历"爱”。
我写得很轴像因这过程很长我不懂如何用文字表达我的心意但这一切都变成回忆，生命的经历。
1 当人经历逆境时，打底你是用什么心情面对你的问题？

2当他面临某些问题时你是否伸出你温柔的手帮助他？

3你是否真心爱他以基督的爱爱他培养他？

4 你的爱是一种斤斤记较还是无条间的爱？

以上的问题都是上帝问我的一些问题！
in conclusion love is practical
love is patient,love is never fail
love is the greatest thing in our life

人的一生就是要做很多选择

2008-08-08T00:41:00.002+08:00

思考：
1我选择了什么驾驶着我的生命？
2我选择了与什么人交往？
3我选择消极还是积极？
最近看了两本书，它们共同点也就是选择。john maxwell 在此书"winning people inflence"提到“人与人之间的关系就像电梯一样，easily push people up in other hand can push people down also.这句话带来了许多提醒，那时颗就开始问自已在朋友的圈子里我所扮演的角色。一直在反省我的生命是否在建立祝福别人思考平时我的举子行为。。。感谢我的上帝在次体醒我渐渐明白到选泽的重要性一个wrong decision所带来就是恐惧，后悔，甚至会失去身边最亲的人。然而一个正确的选择是会使人成长迈向成熟甚至会祝福别人。那！你今天选择了什么..........................

上帝的话是信实的！

2008-07-24T01:22:00.003+08:00

前几天当我灵修时，它的话语再次提醒我。这是我的领受想与你分享希望你看后会有所得着．12 所以，你们既然是　神所拣选的，是圣洁、蒙爱的人，就要存怜悯的心肠、恩慈、谦卑、温柔和忍耐。
13 如果有人对别人有嫌隙，总要彼此宽容，互相饶恕；主怎样饶恕了你们，你们也要照样饶恕人。
14 在这一切之上，还要有爱心，爱心是联系全德的。
15 又要让基督的平安在你们心里作主；你们蒙召归为一体，也是为了这个缘故。你们要有感谢的心。
16 你们要让基督的道丰丰富富地住在你们心里，以各样的智慧，彼此教导，互相劝戒，用诗章、圣诗、灵歌，怀着感恩的心歌颂　神。
17 凡你们所作的，无论是言语或行为，都要奉主耶稣的名，借着他感谢父　神。 (歌罗３：１２－１７）
在这里神再次说＂爱是基督的中心点＂．要爱人如已，求神帮助我们让神的爱再次fill us

当生命遇见破浪时

2008-07-13T01:23:00.002+08:00

这几个月我的心灵都很痛，我整个人都很累！开始懒散纳闷甚至不想听电话想消失想一个人旅行自我反省！真的很想大哭。。。。。但很感谢神，他让我明白人的尽头就是神的源头！"盼望"我很感谢神因他的爱时完全！问题是到底人怎样把神的话语Apply in our heart and use it to help other 前几天当我灵修，上帝对我说“凡事都要自足，无论我在贫穷，富足事都要自足。奇妙的主，常常赐下surprice（圣经）给人类。当人最需要帮助是，神的手能抚庇我。

人要不断的在反省

2008-07-06T23:47:00.002+08:00

自从搬进文良港后，每天的生活都很乱不断的用娱乐填满每一天的时间！em.....有时候也在想到底我花最多的时间在哪里?entertaint?follow up?church activiti?school assignment?生活在这时代full of temptation 的世界里 but thank god.my god always remind me."alice,which one is your priority?,said god.i really thank god when i was weak,tired holy spirit gave me the streght 每一天都在做检讨为要过一个excellent的生活！搬出来后，我渐渐体会到家人的牺牲，渐渐明白了解与人相处之道，不断的在学习independent 其实也算不了什么！开始面对许多的诱惑这一切都要靠神的帮助还有他大有能力的话语才能抵挡得住。
感谢神的恩典，以他的鞭伤我的医治。感谢神的仆人每天不断的记念我为我祷告！让我在不想亲近神的时候，圣灵不断的在挑望我使我明白主的话语，照了我指引我正确的道路！主啊！求你帮助我，让我更加渴慕你了解你是一个怎样的神。

i.m coming back to heart of worship is all u is all u jesus

2008-04-25T21:39:00.002+08:00

This few day i still thinking of my school fee i need RM 20,000 yet i don't have the money but only things i can do is -pray ,pray and pray just put in faith of jesus when i pray the word of god set me free however i didn't see anything happen just now my mun told me this morning my auntie was calling and ask about my school fee . well,when i listened it i was shocked course i expect that i have to face it alone halelujah thank god it all about jesus he has listen to my prayer thank q jesus and thank for your grace. friend 无论我们在认何情况,dont care where you from and dont care what should i do just be steady and pray coz jesus will always love and beside you.follow jesus footsprint our lives will be changed 当一个被爱时，他不会拒绝那份情意。除非你不爱他吧！

moving..learning...put faith in god..happy ending

2008-04-23T22:40:00.003+08:00

this few day im thniking bout my finanicial problem i'll move to setapak.feel excitted and scare . Excited coz leaving my house learn to be independent but scare coz i cant count on my family liao i have to work part time to cover my school fee is hard but i have to do so.god help me ..........put in faith on you ah men

generation gap

2008-04-13T23:14:00.000+08:00

GAP GENERATION

2008-04-13T23:05:00.003+08:00

do u think that human and our god has gap generation! do you really know what god want us to do ? in the bible paul said is all bout grace ! what is that mean! fren find out and look into the word of word

went to redbox sing K but god spoke to me again

2008-04-13T22:02:00.005+08:00

last few week i went to redbox with two guy,there were cahi tack weng and lor teck weng we were having fun that day, well i like to sing coz i have a very good voice so that day i as normalas sing some few songs when i finish it the two guys were clapping and praise me suddenly god spoke to me :"alice 我给你那把声音不是要你自已爽的！“ then a scripture came out is frm the book 马太 25：14-30 （三个仆人的比喻）the scripture is talk about a 主人给了三个人一笔金钱。第一个仆人和第二个仆人都有在限定的时间里earn 了一些钱，但第三人仆人没有earn the money 甚至将那笔钱藏在地里。主人就很生气把他丢在外面的黑暗里，那仆人就在那里哀哭切齿。从这故事里，第三个仆人他是非常懒他找了很多理由推卸责任他的手不肯工作他也埋默了自已的talent well, suddenly i really scare 我真的很害怕我的遭遇像第三个仆人一样。我甚至害怕当我回到天家时上帝会问我：“alice, do you use your talent and gloried my name? at that time i jz pray and ask god open my eyes and let me see the will..........fren we must always ask god and pray the kingdom of god coz bible say 要求他的国他的义，他必赐给我们生命！

went to newway and god spoke to me

2008-04-13T22:02:00.001+08:00

go to studio

2008-04-13T21:41:00.002+08:00

last week winson,andrew,paul, weng and i went to sri rampai studio pratise the song when i stepped in walau, the studio was messy and got a bit "Malay feel" i really cant tahan it but thank god within 1 hour we have complete the song there was a lot of fun
the star- andrew looked like very pressure but the funny guy paul very confident me.....haha jz watched and sing the song the song was great it written by weng (星光）hehe i really enjoyed that night coz we also played some david tao music that day hehe
next Friday we are going to ampang studio practise and record the song. we end at 10pm that day then 3 of us went to sakura cafe had supper the place was nice we talk about the word of god and some interested story..... well,it jz started if the song approve by the competition i hv to prepare.em........... i don't aspect anything jz having fun and enjoy the progress

does god prove it??

2008-03-19T21:23:00.002+08:00

this few days i was thinking about my future (college) if god allow me study at tarci know that my life will be excited...... this morning my mun was asking about the study loan and moving to setapak matter i know that my mun is not happy with that. if i move to setapak have to be independent ......... sometimes i still not really comfort wah so messy......... don't know what will happen next but one thing one know is i just can count on god.he will protect me all the time .......feel scare but have to leave my comfort zone

报仇就是将自己放入虎口！

2008-02-09T01:04:00.000+08:00

yesterday i watched a movie.它启发了我很多东西so let me tell u the movie once upon a time It has a happy family.there were a famous baber.he has a beautiful wife and a baby girl.they lived in london but one day a judge saw the baber's wife. he wanted the woman then the judge's friend caught the baber in the end the baber was dissapear in london.the baber 一直想要报复。10 years later the baber was back in london.他还找了一个女人连同一起对付那为法官。在整个过程中他牺牲了很多人包括他最爱的亲人甚至自己。当我在想如果那位baber 选择重新开始，选择望前看把事请忘掉可能he stil alive.beside that, i also think about us-human being.人类就是不懂得爱，眼前就是物质的东西绝不放手！其实着也是common sense 很多人都知道报复没有好结果。但人偏偏就会这样做
jz want to remind u and me.很多不余快或不公平的事情发生了我们必须学习忍耐（这不代表我们是述头乌龟）而是想看清楚整件事情。因我相信我的上帝会为我讨回空道。我并不是完全的人，我也犯了很多mistake i pray thet lord give me stregth to change my bad habit n bad attitude. learning is the process the most important is action no only word

上帝又对我说话了！

2008-02-06T00:47:00.000+08:00

上个星期日9am我起床了，我收到了一封信息。他写着："Alice,i will fetch u at 9.30am.When i saw it i rush all the thing i quickly brushed my teeth,took bath,changed cloth& lastly made up.when i arrive to church an antie was telling me about her son after this i went to the hall and practised the worship song. About 11.30am the worship session is started then i closed my eye and sang the worship song 在那个时候我并不能安静的敬拜神亲近他。只觉得说：“this is a routine day i just do what i am doing every sunday but suddenly holy spirit spoke to me it said:" Alice 你对今天的主日崇拜有什么盼望？你每个星期日参加主日崇拜有什么盼望？慢慢的想起来我每次祷告时我都会说：“阿门“ 是什么意思？我是否真的了解我的上帝吗？然后holy spirit ask me again;"do u really know who am i? that is a good question sometimes i really miss out/forget the important things in my life. thank god remind me ! god is my guidance.friend do u really know 谁／什么东西在引导你的生命？神，金钱，物质，价值观，原则，或是你身边的人。

when i was weak

2008-01-30T21:37:00.000+08:00

last week i was thinking for my future.i just like a sheep don't know what to do and where i should go.Nobody can understand me but till today when i was reading bible word of god spoken to me it said:12Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already been made perfect, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me. 13Brothers, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, 14I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.

15All of us who are mature should take such a view of things. And if on some point you think differently, that too God will make clear to you. 16Only let us live up to what we have already attained.halelujah it is so powerful and touching. i have learnt a lesson anything happen we have to seek for his kingdom first thank god

平安？

2008-01-21T23:22:00.000+08:00

每个人都希望以后的日子都平平安安但是否带着玉，在神庙求就会带来平安？没人可以正确的回答我。今年我教会的主题是《恩宠之年》神应许回恩宠我们甚至会坚固我们的工作甚我们生活。在这几个月来我不断的在想恩宠是否等于平安？到底什么是平安？有平安的人会怎么样？他们是否有影向力？感谢神的话语（圣经）。圣经说：凡求什么他都会给我们。虽然我现在还没有答案但我相信神会告诉我的。

朋友！我不知道你看后有什么感觉？是否我的分享能启发你的思维。虽然我们生活在着忙碌的世界里但有一些东西在我们的生命里是很重要的。愿上帝能慈福与你。

2007-12-04T01:25:00.000+08:00

他是保罗

2007-12-04T00:41:00.000+08:00

这个星期六又伦到我在少年团分享神的话语。感谢神的带领！我用了两天的时间完成了我的讲章。看着使徒保罗的生命心里面就不断的在思考神的恩典。每个人都有个呼召但我们的使命都是一样的使万民作耶稣的门徒尊守神的道。最近常常有一首寺歌出现在我脑海里。那是我教会创作的歌。让我来唱给你看。－你赐给我异象将福音的大使命传扬到世界地极使万民归回作主的门徒。。上帝最近不断的与我说话。每当我思想他的爱的时堠心里就有很多的感恩。我真的经历到神的恩典！我也相信他正在磨练我炼净我的生命。前几天当我走路回家的时候神突然间说了一段经文：要常常与爱神的人，追求公义多方祷告的人在一起因他们是我得wisdom.我们都需要被责备因神看来都是好的。保罗的故事也启发了我的生命。commit yourself tp our lord we belong to him forever and ever.ah men

c the mtv

2007-11-28T19:34:00.001+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PH-snsXw1as

i love the song

2007-11-28T19:00:00.000+08:00

ttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PH-snsXw1as

when i pray

2007-11-28T00:51:00.000+08:00

when i pray
i have strenght
i have hope
i have joy and peace
is all about you
is all about jesus
lord thanks for your love
thanks for your sarcifice

when i pray
his hand shakes to the world
is all about you
is all about jesus
we are sinner yet you still take care and protect us
no one can compare with you
because you re my saviour

please walk beside me everyday
hold me and guide me all my way
i surrender
teach me become humble
and know more about you
know more about wisdom

you are my god
close to you.

see the lyvic

2007-11-22T22:12:00.000+08:00

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through, through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm greatful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
The light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

to my friend he always love you

2007-11-22T22:08:00.000+08:00

Celine Dion - Because You Loved Me lyrics

[via FoxyTunes / Céline Dion]

to you.you r so special

2007-11-22T21:32:00.000+08:00

I will always love you Celine Dion

[via FoxyTunes / Céline Dion]

2007-11-21T19:45:00.001+08:00

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Celine Dion - Faith (Aurora Borealis Mix) - Fan Video

BE FAITH

2007-11-21T19:42:00.000+08:00

Dont' be afraid
Feeling this way
I'm gonna make you understand
It's not about you
Cuz I am the fool
Building castles in the sand

If I act crazy
Just don't care
It doesn't mean I don't want you near
This is the story about me and you
And it's called...

Faith
Right beside you is where I'll stay
Oh, faith
Just take me as I am
So please have faith

So many times
In so many ways
I didn't know just where to go

You gave me a sign
And opened my eyes
That's the reason why I know

That you are different
You're still here
I quess you figured me out right there
Now I believe that we can make it through
And that's called

Faith
Right beside you is where I'll stay
Oh, faith
Just take me as I am
So please have faith

Have faith...
So don't be afraid
Feeling this way
Just hear me out ...stay!

And that's called...
Faith
Right beside you is where I'll stay
It's not too late
Just take me as I am
So please have faith in me
Right beside you is where I'll stay
It's not too late
Just take me as I am
So please have faith

always love you

2007-11-21T19:30:00.000+08:00

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Now playing: Celine Dion - I Will Always Love You
via FoxyTunes

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Now playing: Celine Dion - I Will Always Love You
via FoxyTunes

don't worry

2007-11-21T18:55:00.000+08:00

所以我告诉你们，不要优滤吃什么喝什么，也不要为身体忧虑穿什么。难道生命不比食物重要吗？身体不比衣服重要吗？你们看天空的飞鸟：他们不撒种，不收割，也不收进仓里，你们的天父尚且养活他们；难道你不比他们重要吗？（马太5:25-26)你们中间谁能用忧虑使自己寿命延长一刻呢？所以不要忧虑说：我们该吃什么？喝什么？穿什么？这些都是教外人所寻求的。你们要先求他的国他的义，这一切都会加添给你们。所以不要为明天忧虑，因为明天自有明天的忧虑，一天的难处一天当就够了。

2007-11-21T18:46:00.000+08:00

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Now playing: 孫燕姿 - 遇見
via FoxyTunes

you are so special!

2007-11-21T17:57:00.000+08:00

前几天我的朋友问了我一道全世界女人所问的问题。:"ALICE 我这样穿好看吗？“女人永远看重别人怎样看他们由其是异性。我也不例外。在此我想起五年前所发生的事情。我是个爱出风头的女生。我喜欢做大姐大。那时侯的我追求名利总是觉得我配的这全世界的东西包括人几关系。i hope that 所有人都多看我一眼包括我的上帝。May is my best friend.She brought me to church and introduce his father-God to me.Lastly i believed jesus in christ.At that time she was hungry for god expecially the word of god.she is mature everyone like her.One day when we join a prayer meeting god spoke to May.I did'nt remember what god has told her but at that time i felt angry with god.Sometime i like to compare with May.it really hurrt.i really jealous!it become a 病毒.it was painful n deeper.
one day i was reading a book.suddenly holy spirit talked to me:"Why you like to compare with May"?eveyone is different.Alice you are different in my eye i have another plan for you. all that time my heart was broke i just cried and said sorry to my god.friend jz want to say 人的眼光会令人失望没自信甚至jealous。但神的眼光却带来盼望甚至变得有自信。自从这件事过后我才察觉到其实每一个人都有他独特的魅力。朋友其实你是有魅力因有一位神在观察以及在守护着你

what should we do?

2007-11-16T23:21:00.000+08:00

在这个星期我都忙着earn money。但心里就是有一种内疚感一直问自已我到底在干甚么我被上帝召的工作是甚么？每当我经过每一家我到底可以为他们做甚么。but i know i have a prayer hand and my 超自然的上帝。friends pray for the people the need love n light.we can bring hope,love to them but v have to sacrifice our time. it is hard but it is worth = worship. it is a part our worship life let us move the moutain shake the world

my sister

2007-11-13T14:37:00.001+08:00

she i s cool, steady and confident

他，以然爱我

2007-11-13T00:12:00.001+08:00

最近我的finacial 有问题因为就要报读学院！心里面很害怕不知如何。但直到有一天我收到了一通电话。"Alice em......你可以帮我唱一首歌吗 ? i pay you RM100? 哈利路亚！心里不断的在感谢神的grace。7／11／07 is my birthday
那天我就很平常的坐巴士上半。突然间我看到一辆police在我的公司里。看到这种场面我的脑开始无思乱想！最后才查出我的同事被打枪。看一看地上满地都是血很terrible 在这件事当中我看到了神的保守！我一直再想如果那时侯我在现场不知我今天是否还活在这个世界上。神一次又一次在死阴幽谷救了我！虽然有时侯很自私，不理会甚至拒绝过他。但他以然爱我这个罪人。Thank lord ！friends no matter what you did god always forgive and love you.because 信，望，爱而最大的就是爱。

生命的冠冕

2007-11-03T08:43:00.001+08:00

在这几天我不停的在思想，读神的话语！到底基督徒应该追求什么神所看重的又是什么。seek and you will be find！这是神的因许神所看重的就是结果子的生命（7大属灵果子），过着一个分别为圣的生活最后在天上就可以得到生命的冠冕。生命！到底生命包含了什么因素？你知道吗？

what is love?

2007-11-02T00:06:00.001+08:00

最近我身边的朋友都与上了人事的问题！他们都是一群爱神的人。人与人之间就是会斗心挖角大家都想成为肉食动物！圣经说：‘爱是凡事包容凡事忍耐凡事相信凡是盼望.“人被自己的想法以及社会的压力催逼这几天我都不停的在思想神的话语我终于明白神的话语给我们生命亮光！爱是最大的。很想告诉全世界的人，爱是最宝贵是神送每个人的礼物！如果有人曾得罪你不防为他们30天祷告靠着神的grace

Presentation

2007-10-28T07:38:00.000+08:00

Thanks god my dream come true I'm going to present a song in hotel cor us later. Lord please help me guide me let us gloried your name. yesterday I was sitting in the small and read the bible god has showed many things It was great! he trains me become more patient everything is in god's hand not us. 昨天嘉仪和一班Tarc college 学生去到中央医院向人传福音。感谢神的带领昨天当他们撒种的时候圣灵开始工作了有些病人痛哭，有一些喜乐的接收jesus并且为他们祷告。整个过程都在神的手中。

hehe this Alice

2007-10-25T22:21:00.001+08:00

We need bible

2007-10-25T21:39:00.000+08:00

这几天我都在灵修，感谢神的grace在彼得后书1章提到信徒应当追求长进。看了这篇东西心里一直在想我虽然我们过着grace 的生活但了解神与他（耶稣）建立关系是两会事。神是个灵不是在教会才看到他。他无所不在！可能对你来说圣经很闷但对我而言哪是一本情书爱的情书。里头有很多未来的启示以及一块镜字照照自已是否是神的儿女。亲近神使我喜乐亲近神就是自取力量。你呢？

我终于明白了！谢谢你陈老师。

2007-10-20T00:12:00.000+08:00

还记得三年级那年，陈老师是我的数学以及美术老师。而我最不喜欢数学我不爱算东西所以终是慢人很多啪！每次美术节她就是不让我做手工义品。每一次都对我说：“蔡文惠打开你的数学作业做数学“。其实对我来说是一个伤害！看到别的同学在做手工义品而我就做那无聊的数学题。每次我的眼睛都是水汪汪的我开始怀疑老师是否排斥我，虽然我长大了但那一幕幕的画面还在我的脑海里。

但最后我终于明白了！10 年后我当上了tadika teacher 果然我教的又是数学和美术！有时候美术节我都不让小孩子coloring因为他们打不好数学的根基我就给他们做多一点练习。突然间就想到陈老师！原来以前她并不是排斥我而是让我多作习题要我多明白。她的作法是出自责任。谢谢你陈老师我终于明白你的苦心了！

Raining day

2007-10-19T18:44:00.000+08:00

今天又下雨了！下雨了这个假期我都没去哪里乖乖的呆在家写blog每天就看friendster,youtube,蛮无聊的。很想去沙滩想吹风。想去很远的地方在哪里好好思考！我饿了要吃东西咯！

Its all bout love and grace

2007-10-19T17:58:00.001+08:00

糟糕!原来下个星期六到我讲课(sharing message wif youth) what! i jz hv 1 week 2 prepare my sermon oh no! i couldn't accept it.我要在两天内了解保罗的一生－基督的仆人。准备时手脚都开始抖起来了！到了星期六，组长对我说：“Alice 今天讲1/3 的故事就够了‘。结果所有的少年都像3岁小孩一样乖乖的听我讲保罗的故事。每一次准备讲章我都看见神大能的手！神每次都对我说：“Alice 放手让我去做吧！神就是爱，一次一次的经历无比的爱！朋友你是否相信神是爱你的！如果你也想享受他的爱不防跟上帝作这样的祷告！亲爱的主，今天我也要经历你的爱我邀请你进如我的生命里做我的朋友。奉耶稣基督的名阿门！

Playing paintball with my team

2007-10-18T21:57:00.001+08:00

Fire up! Move move Alice 掩护我! Alice 你在哪里！你明白吗？刚玩就像lulu 哈哈！最后我赢了。虽然才玩2 个小时但带来了启发！在战场我看到害怕没自信的我。一个人的不顺服不投入整组就会输，我看到了我的问题所以要改变怎样改变？still finding the way靠着上帝吧？有很多自已的想法遇到突发事件就会脚斗甚至有副面反应这个就是Alice! i have to change coz 这不会帮助我如不改我就看不到我的未来。朋友你呢？遇到问题时你会怎样看待这事情？
The things i have learnt:

Be steady
观察
strategic ( no perfect plan)
always communicate

我的创作！

2007-10-18T08:57:00.000+08:00

爱人如已曲：Alice Date:27/11/06

Rap: 在这个世界里每个人都需要爱你我都不赖yeah so tell me what is love.

Rap:爱是凡事包容凡事相信凡事忍耐凡事盼望爱是恒久忍耐爱不嫉妒爱不张狂爱不自

不求益处不易动怒不爱不义只爱真理。

到底爱是什么？

爱你就等于爱自己（x3)

yeah.........oh

圣经说你要尽心尽性

尽意爱主你的神

其次你要爱人如已

爱你就等于爱自已经

Prison break camp 1/10/07-3/10/07

2007-10-18T08:22:00.000+08:00

Diam ! Dian !! 别想逃狱哈哈......... 在这营会里我扮演凶狠女魔头。反应不错囚犯都很怕我em虽然在那里并不是参赛者但学习了很多东西！总结：“We must be flexible and always clear".黑色衣哪位就是我们的首领非常奸。he is so talented 白衣那位是末日王子，听说他有很多fans o 后面就是魔头！小心哦我们手上有很多玩具枪呀！thank team

my best friend - 阿猫

2007-10-17T19:10:00.000+08:00

认识了对放已有6年在那日子里我们走过了很多风风雨雨！有时侯大家跌倒了就会为对方打气甚至祷告。大家都在寻找存在意义！每天不停问上帝：“God what can i do for u ". 有时候会迷失方向有时会走出上帝的怀里！但慈爱的双手（上帝）一直等着我们！我们两人体验的《没人与神的爱隔绝》着句话！朋友你呢？

其实我们也就是巧克力一样

2007-10-17T11:56:00.000+08:00

2007 年某一天我阿姐买了一块巧克力包装精美每当打开冰箱，眼睛就会注意那美味chocolate。lastly i opened and ate.Oh my goodness, it was so awful walau, 超苦的chocolate.看清楚包装原来是99% dark chocolate. tak ada sugar我立刻把它吐出来。我上当了......... 从此以后在也没有人敢碰它！但那块苦的巧克里却启发了我。

其实我们也不就是那一块苦的巧克力。外表看来很美很吸引很香但吃下去原来是苦的唯有透过上帝用大火melt the dark chocolate and put some berries ( 七大属灵果子）inside the chocolate 那才算是好吃的巧克力。关键我们是否顺服上帝的手，那你呢？

money or god??

2007-10-16T21:35:00.000+08:00

在2005年某一天，我决定奉献 RM100给RBC Ministries《灵命日粮》。因为这个事工帮助我成长让我更加认识和体验到上帝的爱。某一天我真的出粮我忘记奉献的事情，当我看着〈灵命日粮〉书的时候上帝remind me he told me:' Alice you have promise me奉献 RM100 to the ministry. well,at that time i felt so sakit coz rm 100 都算蛮多yet i obey. so i took the money and put inside the drawer lastly i didn't send the money to the ministry i have used the money . i was really regret 因我消灭了神的感动. 如果时光倒流我想把那笔钱捐回给那事工，我相信背后还有更大的blessing. friend jz want to share for u 当神感动你时jz do it!

如果不是他救我早就被那人强奸了

2007-10-16T21:08:00.000+08:00

在2005年3号8月，6.30am我一个人走到LRT塔火车。突然间有一个30多岁的bangladesh男人跟着我后面。他跑上前来抓着我：“saya nak bunuh kame". at the time i was scare i tried to run away but i couldn't 他拉我到一个草堆里我用力防抗。在我脑海我只想逃我不想令到我阿妈伤心。然后我心里面不停的祷告, i knew that god will save me.i quickly shout:" Lord help me ... help me.... suddenly the man run away. this was a big miracle in my life.... from the lesson i learnt that we should be a 感恩的人如果不是他（上帝）我早已经被那人强奸了。praise lord

2007-10-16T20:55:00.000+08:00

we went to Cameron highland. the strawberry was expensive i didn't buy it. just take some photo so sting

the power of prayer

2007-10-16T20:44:00.000+08:00

seeking our Abba father
the great love

第一次进录音室

2007-10-16T20:22:00.000+08:00

I pray again : "上帝我想进录音室为你录一首歌 “。god listened to my prayer one afternoon i received a sms from jace 上面写着 " you was selected as a back-up singer for the album when i saw it i said thank to my god. He loves me so much! he knew what i need. On sunday i went to Philip's studio it was nice studio to record the song. well, when i saw the mic i was scare and nervous i can't follow the beat i record n record again........ lastly, god was beside me i used my heart& true to sing the song. Walau, i used 30 minutes finished it i broke the record.

I could sing for your love forever

2007-10-16T19:44:00.000+08:00

2005年一个下无，教会的bulletine board 贴着一张告示写着《音乐木匠》原来那是一个音乐创作比赛。when i saw the poster 心里有一股 passion 想参加着比赛。在一个晚上我哭着对上帝做一个祷告。:" God i want to sing for you for your love forever!

One morning i received a call from Melanie.她邀请我帮她唱一首歌。one week b4 the competition 原来那不是教会的《音乐木匠》而是全国创作歌曲比赛《唱歌给他听》神超乎我们的所求所想。i was surprise to hear that. lastly, i join the competition 《今得看见》得了亚军。

god gave me a handphone

2007-10-16T17:48:00.000+08:00

手机是每个少年要的东西，很多少年只有在手机里才找到他们的世界及空间。那时侯我没有手机而我做一个决定。在2004年的某一天我向我的上帝求。这是我的简单祷告：“主啊今天我求你求你给我一个手机目的不是要show off我要这手机关心我的组员。主啊如你赐给我以后我会好好的服事你。当是我的信心就好想象mustard seed 一样这是一个单纯的祷告。Thank god,在一个星期四的晚上我的上帝听了我的祷告。上帝感动我妈妈要买一架手机给我！就这样那架手机就放在我的table上。

friend , god listen to our prayer.Don't give up jesus love you. i hope my testimony can bless u

火焰少年事工

2007-08-11T10:00:00.000+08:00